I have this problem where I can’t sleep when I need to sleep and I sleep even when I don’t want to.
Feeling pretty shitty right now.
Late nights alone are the worst.
Because being alone lets me think.
Think about what life really is,and things that truly frighten me to the point of crying.
Thinking about shit no one should,because it just leads to depression and such.
But hey,what else can a guy do when he’s alone with way too much time on his hands?
I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.